"The light will set you free!"

I don't really know what to say. I'm at my mom's right now though, so it's pretty boring. She lives an hour away from everyone I know, so we don't leave the house that much.
A couple days ago though, I found out she's gonna move back into her condo on the beach just two minutes from her house. She's gonna rent her house out. That's incredible news for me... I miss the condo. It's just good news for a lot of reasons though.

Well, the night before last night, I had a pretty cool dream. Some of it kinda creeped me out... but the other part was cool.
The first part I remember was being in some kind of theatre or something; like where they play concerts; and there was this little kid, maybe two years old, who wouldn't stop crying. So I tried to get him to stop crying, but he wouldn't stop. It was in a creepy kind of way I can't explain.
Next, my brother (14 years old) was mad at me for something I'm not sure of, so he was chasing me; I think he was gonna try to beat me up or something. So I was running as fast as I could to get away from him. As I was running, everything was kind of shady because the sun was about to go down. Then I saw the sun and started running with as much energy as I had left toward the light. I was pushing myself hard not to give up running towards the light that was left. As I was running, I remember smiling, yelling "The light will set me free!" over and over again. I was running from darkness, but I knew once I caught up with the light that was slowly disappearing, I would be free from whatever was chasing me! Once I stepped into the light, I knew my brother (who in my dream basically symbolized evil in my life) couldn't chase me anymore and had to return to darkness. So with my last few steps, "darkness" still chasing me, I put my hands up and jumped into the light and screamed "I'm free! I'm free! The light has set me free! The darkness can't get me!". Then everything went really bright, and my dream ended... mostly due to getting a text haha. It was an AMAZING and meaningful dream to me.

I've realized though that a lot of my dreams have to do with light and darkness. The message has always been "Keep going until you find the light! Don't give up on the light!"; it's pretty incredible.
But as much as I love my dreams, I also fear them. I've had SO MANY dreams that have really come true, and most of them (if not all of them) were bad ones.
Some dreams (or nightmares) I had would take place in places I don't even visit anymore; but now... my mom is moving back into her condo... and those are one of the places I had a bad dream about. I wasn't expecting to ever go back there, but now it's actually going to happen. So I admit I'm kinda scared. But I'm not fully expecting my dream to come true. I'm just gonna be more aware.

I love dreams though. : )

First Post

Well to start this off, here's what this is all about...

Myspace is pretty much where I posted the most, but it seems people have kind of abandoned myspace now, and I'd just feel wrong for posting this stuff on Facebook... So I just decided to make another blogspot account for whatever I feel like saying.
I prefer blogspot anyway... I've been using it since like 2004 or 2005, so I'm familiar with it.
And the thing about using myspace is that it makes me kind of nervous. Not that I don't enjoy comments, it's just that because I know people won't really post comments on anything I post on blogspot, it makes me feel more comfortable to be a little more open and honest.
Plus, blogspot doesn't send out any kind of notification to anyone I know every time I post something.
And facebook... well that's just embarrassing. That place is WAY too public to post things on there.
None of this means I'm going to completely stop posting on myspace though. I'm not going to abandon my internet home like that.

So if you actually read my blogs on here, great; you know a little more about me then.
If you don't, that's awesome too... less intimidating for me.

Anyway... there's my first post for you.