Prayer Please

Alright... Whoever happens to read this, I ask for prayers.
I hate asking for prayer, because I feel like most of the people I ask will either forget or just not care to really pray for me when they say they will.

I feel so emotionally drained with so many different things. Emotionally, I've been having the hardest month.
2009 is nothing like I expected. If it's not worse than 2006, it's at least just as bad... and it's only JUNE.

This GED is the most annoying wall in my life. It's keeping me from things I want and need, yet I'm having a really hard time of climbing it so I can finally get it out of my life.
Family-wise, well, I'm tired of them pointing out this was wall to me constantly. But believe me... I'M COMPLETELY AWARE OF THIS GIANT WALL IN FRONT OF ME.
And every time I think someone's actually going to help me with it, they leave.
Holy crap, this is why I hate asking for help. What I ask for is never what I get.

Driving... Not having my license has never been more annoying to me than now. I've cut back on hanging out with friends and doing special things because I absolutely can't stand asking for rides anymore. Anywhere I go, whoever I hang out with, what time I hang out with them all depends on other people. But no matter how much this all bothers me, it's still not enough to get rid of my fear of driving... ridiculous.

Friends are strange. They're moving, changing, or I just don't hang out with or talk to some of them much anymore. Maybe it's even all of that at once for some of them. All I know is that it's been strange lately.

Family... Well... I think I'm growing more and more impatient with them with some things now.

Anyway; All of this is, without a doubt, weighing down and effecting my emotional, physical and Spiritual health in a bad way.

I pray for hours at night. I read my Bible during the day. I keep believing God WILL do something with my prayers and faith. I just don't know how much longer I have before I finally have some kind of peace.

Yeah, I know, this was a pretty negative post. I'm just really desperate for people's prayers now.
Please pray for me. That's the only help I ask for from you guys.